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The Future Begins Here

My readers may have noticed my relative silence as of late.  There has been a major development, very positive.  I have finally found true love and my partner in this life, or more precisely, he has found me.  It is a great relief and a great comfort, to feel that I am not alone and the potential for all my hopes and dreams for the future to come to fruition.

Before we met, although I was wearing a very brave face, I had started to feel very cynical about whether the man I was searching for even existed…or if he did, if we could ever find our way to each other.  Countless well-meaning friends and relatives advised me to lower my standards, lessen my requirements, try to mold a perfect man out of an imperfect one.  I had a very specific idea of what I was looking for, a vision…not so much a physical image but a very clear sense of who he was, and I was sure I would recognize him when I did find him.  And I told them I would rather be alone than be with anyone else but him.  And for a long time I was alone.  I slept alone.  I ate alone.  I spent a lot of time with my parents, who were beginning to despair of having any more grandchildren.

I had visions of my future: land and preliminary plans for a house I wanted to build, ideas of how many children I wanted to have and how I wanted to raise them…but none of these things were possible without one strong, honourable, dedicated, loving man who shared my vision and my values, and who wanted to work towards these things with a commitment that matched my own.

From the time we first started to talk with each other, I had a very strong feeling that it was him.  It became quite evident very quickly that our strengths and talents complimented each other so perfectly, that we appreciated the same things, and that our paths were converging and appeared to continue together straight to the horizon of time and beyond.  Honestly what I felt, and what I feel more intensely each day, is something I’ve only read about in books and dismissed as pure fantasy.  For those of you who are lucky enough to have experienced what I describe here, you know how rare and special this feeling is.  For those of you who have not: let me tell you, IT IS REAL.  And it is worth waiting for.  Worth searching for.  You owe it to yourself, your descendants who would be born from this union, and to your forebears who would be reborn in those descendants to keep looking, hoping, and opening your heart.  Do not despair.  When you least expect it, this person will appear before you.

And now, please allow me to introduce…

 

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Greetings to the followers of this blog!

I will start to write here more later with a nickname. I won’t use my real name nor will I tell my exact age. I will tell you I’m not Canadian, I’m European… but none of these things matter. Rather the things I write about, and in this particular article one of the main themes is to explain my relation to the main author of this blog.

For many years I lived in anxiety and solitude, and I was sure that I would be alone forever. I was in need of a companion but constant failures made me very cynical. I believe that if you really want to, you can go through many storms in a relationship, but I just felt no desire to do so since it seemed the only thing in common with the people I was with was pretty much the nationality. You could of course ask how and why I ended up to situations like this, to be honest I don’t know. I know that there are many men out there living in a similar situation to the one than I did earlier.

The way I met the author of this blog is not really relevant here… In my search of this companion of mine I didn’t make a list to paper, but of course I had some qualities etc. in my mind which I was hoping to find from another person. When I met her, it turned out that she has all those qualities and even more so which I could just dream of, and even some I couldn’t. She has told me she feels the same way and this just makes us feel seemingless unity towards each other. I know that there is a bright future ahead for both of us together.

I have strong ideologies, the same as she has and besides this we share so many things together. I know how lucky I am. There are not many women out there who share these ideologies. This can sound cliché, but she is the one for me.

All the men out there, keep fighting in your search for that special someone with who have the same race as you, who is healthy and with who you can safely build your future together.

Men and women are different from one another.  We are meant to be together and reproduce.  In this contemporary age of filth and corruption we are brainwashed to think differently: to be free and single, never have children and never reproduce, especially with a person having the same (white) race as you. Let us break free from this madness! Everyone has this one and only true person for them.  'The One' you might say.  There are clues and information all around us hidden in myths and stories, telling us about the existence of true love.

Men and women are different from one another. We are meant to be together and reproduce. In this contemporary age of filth and corruption we are brainwashed to think differently: to be “free” and single, never have children and never reproduce, especially with a person having the same (white) race as you. Let us break free from this madness! Everyone has this one and only true person for them. ‘The One’ you might say. There are clues and information all around us hidden in myths and stories, telling us about the existence of true love.

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4 responses

  1. White Guard

    I am very happy for you both. Best of luck!

    June 7, 2014 at 8:13 pm

  2. Gustave Z. Chodorge

    Your words are really inspiring! embrace the bright future ahead!!!

    June 8, 2014 at 11:55 am

  3. Congratulations! I am honestly very happy for both of you! Good for you for not lowering your standards to the lowest common denominator like so many others do who are desperate for love.

    This is a very important event in our lives. It is of vital importance, especially in today’s world of filth and decay, to find a partner of moral worth and tradition. No other generation has had anything more crucial affronting them than we do in finding a partner in today’s world. You could almost say that it is the most important one we will make, for it is the one that determines the future of our kin and for us directly as well. Unfortunately, modernity only confounds this decision in our lives. True lovers can live far apart and never know that each other exists. We may go through our entire lives and never know that that one exists, even though we can instinctively feel it. This is something that occupies my mind often; when I will find that “one.” I am young and am still looking. I suspect many of similar mind have felt this same feeling. Those who stand with their values and are unwavering in their beliefs more often than not will be favored. It is only a matter left to the hands of the weavers of time.

    Although the time preceding our destinies may be distressful and feel hopeless, those who stay resolute and persevere will find their fate. Those qualities that we dream of to find in a partner may seem elusive, but there is no reason to give up hope. It is something to anticipate with great exultation when it finally happens and to be able to share with that person all that you hold dear.

    June 10, 2014 at 1:23 am

  4. Melody Martel

    Hello ,

    Though you may not be familiar with me, I have followed your blog for a while and genuinely feel you are a great person from what I have seen. I want to congratulate you for having the patience and perseverance to finally find what you deserve! I am sure this somehow came your way at the right time and place…fate if you will. I wish you all the best and may wisdom always find its way to you when times may be challenging. Your words inspire me tremendously. As I believe(not sure) you may be just slightly younger than me it gives me hope. I feel my time as a woman(fertility) slipping away little by little. I honestly get like you describe more often than I would like to admit. Sometimes too pessimistic. I have over the years never lowered my standards, yet here I remain alone. I sometimes wonder will I ever be able to find that someone. Specifically because I have found it hard to even connect with individuals on a “friend” basis. No matter the challenge of being alone, I will never give up. Time though, can be a cruel master. It makes me happy to see others like yourself happy. People who really truly deserve something special. I hope you know that your words help carry me just a little farther in those times of doubt! Thanks for the inspiration. 🙂

    Sincerely,

    Melody

    June 10, 2014 at 11:11 am

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